Before I commence with this post I'd like to state that my keyboard does not have a working comma button. So it's not that my punctuation is any more rotten than usual...it's that my keyboard is wonky.
Moving on...
I'm trying to come to terms with the fact that no one knows my life better than me and Joel and the Lord. I feel like I've been placing more value on virtual strangers opinions than on the thoughts and feelings Joel and I share. It's sad and not fair. And I wish I were more convinced of the errors of my ways. These other well intentioned opinions are weighing on my mind and hindering what could be an amazing experience. I need to drop to my knees and pray for strength to let those things go. This isn't about those people and what I do won't have any bearing on their lives. That is all.
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