On Monday I was having a particularly rough day. Sometimes I get caught up in the world and wonder if I'm really doing all that I should be doing as a wife, mother, sister, daughter, and person. I went to Mom's house and proceeded to break down in tears. I know that it's some hormonal/emotional adjustments that my body is getting used-to but it doesn't make it any easier when the tears start flowing! My mom gave me a big hug and said the usual amazing mom-things when Sarah noticed I was crying.
"Why you cry Mama? You sad, Mama?" She asked.
What do you tell your daughter when she asks those things? I was a little perplexed at how to answer simply and reassure her wholly. I said that sometimes I feel like I want to be the very best Mom I can be and sometimes I just have to let the tears come to remember...or something like that I can't quite remember....
Mom asked Sarah to give me a hug because 'that is what would make Mommy feel better.' Sarah gave me the biggest hug ever and then pulled away. Then we talked about things I could do to feel better and not cry. She sat thinking for a few moments and then matter-of-factly said, "Well, uhmm, maybe you could change your clothes." I laughed because, yes, I needed to change my clothes - I was wearing my workout gear which sometimes doubles as pajamas (sweats and a tshirt). I love my little girl. Sometimes I need a reality check - a shower and a clean pair of clothes can do wonders for emotional outlooks.
2 comments:
it is amazing what a shower can do for yourself esteem and outlook on a day.. she sure is a cute girl. and this age never ceases to amaze. :) Hope you feel better in the morning.
That is hysterical. Yeah, maybe she meant take a shower and get fresh clothes, but I BET she meant; "Putting on new patterns and colors just makes my eyes happy!", and later, when you're bigger; if you have time and a little money, GO SHOPPING!
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